I honestly flat out don't know. There are things I'd like, but nothing I want. And thats the whole problem.I'm stuck and feel left out, abandoned with no guidance. I'm feeling around in the dark. Ive always been used to the dark but this is a different type of dark and I have no idea where the fuck I am. And its hard to get up on my feet again, hard to get back what I once had. Ambition and passion. I know its there, but its buried deep down and almost unattainable. Almost.I just need to find it, bring it back. Bring back who I wanted to be. Who I was going to be.
Ive been numb and in the dark too long. Ive been running around in circles. letting it all get to me. I need to let it go. I need to let all the pain go. I just need to find my way through this darkness. Im finding me way through this darkness. Slowly, but surely.
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